Vayliya

So here we are again....Can I make it stick this time? Stay tuned for more Dragon Ball Z of executive dysfunction. My word guys I'm sorry. I won't even lie here. I haven't prioritized my mental health well and it let a host of issues spiral out of control. The story start in 2011 and the tornado that destroyed my town. Ok it starts technically much earlier but if I had to pinpoint a spot that really turned things upside down, it would be April 27, 2011. Shortly after that, August, that same year my mother passed away from a heart attack. By the way. I was living with her because of said tornado so I was there when she died. Even to neurotypical people that can be too much, but for a neurodivergent (BPD, ADHD) it gave me some new issues too. I got a special helping of social anxiety. Once I thought I would be a career woman, I must admit. I thought we would have moved by now, had big ambitions on two big salaries, but now I can't even be in a crowd. Phone calls terrify me. Private